Thursday, October 8, 2009
mum never cum...
dad oso never...
i finally..
finally recover...
'cos life have to carry on...
BUT i realised i dun have any more motivation...
its like a body without soul..
I felt that i wanna to be sick...
'cos i dun want to be in the battle field...
the battle field is in office..
office politics... so harmful...
"STICKS AND STONES CAN HURT MY BONES..
BUT WORDS WILL NEVER HARM ME"
doesn't work anymore...
nowadays words can hurt more than the sticks & stones..
sigh...
still rem those days....
those days that i was in the SAF...
when we felt that the officers dun appreciate our work...
when we felt that the officers r so dump...
when we lost our goal...motivation.. passion..
when we felt they we had lost our soul...
we will say...
"WE..
THE UNFORTUNATE..
LEAD..
BY THE UNQUALIFIED..
TO DO THE UNNECESSARY...
FOR THE UNGRATEFUL.."
as though we already recharge..
we will get back our energy
'cos we jus want to throw away our frustration...
throw it to some1 we dun like..
life can be normal again...
but...
not now.. not any more...
y???
who can help me???
to find my soul....
sob... sob...
12:16 AM
And she dropped her pen..
